You gave me a bomb and blame me for the Explosion.

I am pissed off.
I am annoyed.
I am frustrated.
I am angry.
I am Mad.

If i know something like this would happen, i wouldn't bother asking you coming along. It's sickening to buy something wrong without knowing what is it. You didn't tell me anything about it. Just plainly hand it to me and that's it. NOTHING ELSE. Even if it don't suit me. Now its my bloody fault? You just can't seem to admit mistakes in life. That's you. i don't know.

Step by Step, Faith.

I guess I've sort things out and it have changed for the better. Not much time left and i don't want to waste my time away. It will be a total disaster if i continue to be what i used to be. Guess its right that I've been focusing on the wrong thing in my studies. Always worried whether I'll be failing or passing, but never giving my best.


Life's been a struggle for some of my friends out there, no matter in their studies, work or relationship with people. Abba Father, so great and glorious, i hereby pray that no acts of the evil one shall prosper against us and u heal our broken heart and restore us. 2 Thessalonians 3:3 - The lord is faithful , and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one. Indeed, you are a faithful father, always holding on to us when we are not holding on to you. Glory be to you.





King of Kings : )




25 more days !!!



He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.

Isaiah 40 : 29

My Soul, My Heart, My Life.

The week was good. . .
Friday: Had a great session with cell and supper at 511. Played whole night at home because parents wasn't in singapore. Tim called it BO ZHENG HU(No Govt). i agree. heh.
Saturday was our alpha launch and i was so glad that YZ and Mal agreed to come join us at pasir ris park for sandcastle building session. Had dark knight session with fellow ladies and its was definitely worth the money man! The plot was so great that i was so mesmerized during the whole movie, though i miss first 10 mins and some part at the end. Kudos to the late Heath Ledger for being such an outstanding joker in the movie. 4.5 /5 stars for it.













Sunday was church and monopoly session with the guys. Winners: Tim, CH, and ME! Losers: Elisha and Jem. HAHAHAHAHA intensive match indeed. Perhaps someday i should organise a monopoly competition. RIGHT!!!!!!

I really feel very empty at times. I need to change that mentality and start charging forward. Time flies. I want my sem 1 to be able to clear all subjects. Not by my might, nor my power, but by your spirit that i will be able to prosper. I want to change. Empower me, king of kings.
No matter what, i give thanks to you for giving good friends around me, good mentors and wonderful family. Glory be to you always.

26 MORE DAYS!!!!!

But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Saviour from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Philippians 3 : 20 - 21

Food Quiz. . .

Tml will be my quiz YET again. . . I hope my memory space can absorb all information needed for tml's quiz.

I realise Public speaking is not my Number 1 fear. . not entering into Heaven is. Currently I'm just fading away from HIM again. . *sign. Pull me back, Abba father. Or use a magnetised magnet to attract me. Nah. . i should take the initiative instead.

Glory be to you always : )

Football has been rather beautiful YET disgusting . . with big money spend on unnecessary players, havoc life of footballers and many other things. The game is beautiful but the players' not. Yet there are still players that i look up upon to.

'The only thing I will definitely miss is the football, not the general life of footballer."
- Paul Scholes

29 days left :)

Make it work - Tim Gunn

We love because he first loved us.

1 John 4 : 19

My buddy, Burger King.

Here i am at Expo, coffee bean. When my mouth craves for Belgium Choc, the shop closes on me. No choice but to make burger king my buddy now. Burger's not the King, Jesus is.






Thank God that my maths quiz was good. What i worry most now is Biology ( HAP ) and principles of inorganic chemistry ( PIPC ). Help Help Help Help Help Help . . . . .

30 days more!!!!

Make it work - Tim Gunn

“Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”- Matthew 19 : 14

Undeserved Love

Time flies.
Maths quiz was alright and *cross finger* i will pass well.

Saturday was outing with the beneficiaries at the zoo. Pretty nice weather to hang out and the whole journey inside the zoo wasn't worth the money that we've paid for as we walked less than 1/4 of the zoo. Oh well, beneficiaries are the priority.

Life can be so freaking fragile, who knows u get cancer this moment, who knows u get AIDS that moment or one day your child send you to a home. No matter how fragile i am, i know i have someone to clear up the mess I'm in always. And that's HIM.

Today's service straighten my thoughts and I've decided to take up a buddy-in-Christ and follow up with him regularly. I don't want to be called a spiritual father yet, perhaps I'm still young for it. I don't even feel 17 when I'm 17 now. Coffee bean waitress still think that I'm cute. LOL. Sorry. Anyway i will follow up with ______ from now on, u bet i will.

I want to be a role model in life like what Jesus did.
I want to be as humble as Jesus do.
I want to be as wise as Jesus in handling matters.
I want to be a person that shows Agape love.
I want to be MORE LIKE JESUS.
Can I?

Input = Output
It's time to start all my revision before the Semestral exam starts.

33 days :)

I don't to go to bed because i know school will start when i open my eyes the next moment.
Get me out of this nightmare.

Make it work - Tim gunn

I have set the Lord always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.

Psalm 16 : 8

At times i want to sew your lips with metal threads.

At times you should just Shut up and do your very own job.

38 days.

Make it work - Tim Gunn

Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit.

Ecclesiastes 7 : 9

Emotions run wild.

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i want to get it over soon . .

Upside-down World. Sodom and Gomorrah.

The week was full of ups and downs. Quizzes had started and i flunk my physical chemistry.
As i said, the more i fail, the more motivated i am. You bet i am.

Saturday was cool . . .

Went for church and had a session with Ah min. Study study and study, With a Belgium Choc.

This world is indeed in for a lecture by our boss up there. And i am just disgusted by how some people are behaving.

Came across a guy who argued with the bus driver when he's obviously in the wrong. Took down the bus plate number somemore. You cant just sit anywhere because there's no signboard saying " seating is prohibited" So u mean u can just rob anybody just because there's no signboard saying " robbery is prohibited" ??? Get a LIFE!

Freaking despos Robbers just can't get their eyes off the elderly. . . IF you are "smart" enough to plan a robbery. . . why dont you just be a childcare teacher and plan ways to handle those naughty kids . .

Indeed, this world needs help. The harvest is plenty but the Labours are few. Have mercy on us dear lord.

( sorry copyrighted from Asiaone. Dont sue me. . )

Absolutely inhumane. Banned!??? Not even right to be eaten in the 1st place. -_-

New week and math test's on thurs. Empower me. Success or Failure, Glory be to you always.

Pray for Alpha, new friends!
Pray for BB cares, smooth day.
Pray for Studies.

40 days :)

Make it work ! - Tim gunn

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

1 Peter 5 : 7

Let's get it started.

Morning prayers was great today :)

The urge to study hard has returned.

Tml's OBC and PIPC tests will be an obstacle. Hard to overcome but possible to.
Pray hard. That's of course working hard now from 10pm to 12am straight. NO COMPUTER!

Swensen's stupid enough to promote ads with negative values. KFC's been stupid with their ad. Macdonald sucks at times. What happen to all the creative ideas?
It'll be fun if i study about food and design food ads.

so RANDOM!

43days!!!

Tim Gunn - Make It Work!!!

My Flesh and my Heart may fail, But GOD is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Psalm 73 : 26

Discipline is the best policy.

Quizzes on this Friday :) I'm not smiling like what this smiley does. "Time is running out" is indeed happening in my situation now.

Drowning, Asphyxiated, wanted freedom but bound and restricted.

I have to be on track & be freaking obedience to my study timetable and just mug.

In the past, We can afford to : " Class! Dont understand never mind, i'll teach u till u know!"
Nowadays, We can only afford to : " Class! Dont understand, we'll come back once we finished."
Will we even come back to the topic in the first place?
Self independence = Poly ????????? YES! AGREE!

44 days. Make it or i'm done for sure.


The Lord blesses his people with peace.

Psalm 29 : 11

My Smile :)

:)

Setbacks will soon be gone.

Final Outcome. 4 out of 6 gone. Discouraged? Nope. There's hope when there's time.

46 days :)

You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted ; you encourage them, and you listen to their cry.

Psalm 10 : 17

:)

Racing against time.

Weekend was alright.

Saturday

Went for BB and realised things have been constantly changing, 72nd is on the right track i must say. The mentality of coming here not to waste time had already appear on their faces. I guess its back to the old days when i gradually enjoyed myself every minute inside the BB. Praise the Lord for the company's breakthrough. Lead us like how u lead King David in the battle against the Philistines, King of Kings.

Sunday

Church was indeed a restoration for me. We are your "Uihos" indeed. We are your Kingdom transformers. Let me walk a closer relationship with You. I aint no rockstar, for i am the ROCK's STAR. Let me be your star, Abba Father. So that i will shine for the glory of your name.


Following 10 days, i challenge myself to take up a step of faith. Daniel fast :)


















: " MAHJONG MAHJONG PONG ! DONG NAN XI BEI"
I wonder at times if Muse is bringing out that message :)

New week yet again. People say : " BE POSITIVE"
I am feeling positive actually. . . cos the alarm tells me : 47 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!


You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of GOD, you will receive what he has promised.

Hebrews 10 : 36

What you gonna do about it?

Since the start of fasting, messages and bible verses have been giving me a lot of slaps. They shout : WAKE UP TYS! WAKE UP FROM YOUR SINS! Praise God for scolding me.

24 hours everyday. What you gonna do about it? HUH? Play? Sleep? Slack?
Life sucks if you don't acheive anything great. So people . . live the dream out of you. Live like there's no tommorow.

School is getting more hectic day by day, knowing the quizzes and examinations are coming.
Buck up my friend. i talking about you YONGSIANG! Alright i will. Self entertain i guess. Life goes on. . .



i hate torres being at livepool . . . -_-












Since we belong to the day, let us be self-controlled, putting on faith and love as a breastplate, and the hope of salvation as a helmet

1 Thessalonians 5 : 8

Maybe Facing The Problem Is Still The Best.

Studying is freaking me out. Never would i expect to see my old friend "AMATHS" back in poly. Never would i also expect a much more ADVANCED chemistry coming straight to my face. I'm just physically and mentally worn out. I'm studying like there's no tomorrow.
I find no meaning working so hard.
I find i achieve very minimal by passing marginally or even fail though i work hard.
I felt myself as a grumbler at times.
EXCUSES ! EXCUSES ! EXCUSES ! EXCUSES ! EXCUSES !
All these are just craps.
Firstly, i'm already at a stage where i need to study for my job next time.
Secondly, what am i in a postion to moan when others are going through it too.
Thirdly, isnt this what GOD has put me into, then
why in the world am i FRUSFRATED!?
Somebody give me a Chair Shot please!? Wake me up from this childish thought alright!



11 p.m and i still hear poor old uncle pushing the cart with hot pies shouting : " CURRY PUFF CURRY PUFF! " There's an urge in me rushing down to him and buy all his Curry puffs.

12p.m, heard bickering sounds, realise there's a couple quarelling at the carpark. There's an urge in me giving them the verse PROVERBS 10:12.

Exciting neighbourhood :)


Denise SO SORRY MY SIS! Not much time for you recently, Miss the time when we prayed for each other every single day... Bless you :)

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life

Philippians 2: 14 - 16

Emotions.

There are times when you raise your voice, i kept quiet.
There are times when you raise your voice, i swore in my heart.
Time and time and again, now, i retailate.
Sorry but that's me.

Failed my maths test by a freak 2.5 marks.
Everytime i failed, i'll get more motivated to score well the next time :)
Buck up TYS.

I thank GOD for everything. Fail or pass, Glory Be To Him Always i know.


So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

ISAIAH 41 : 10

Breakthroughs.

Nasi lemak, Roti prata, KFC, Kway Chup . . . NOT!
40 days fast starts today. I was glad that i didn't malign about my hunger, instead, a breakthrough came. Craving for God's words didn't exist in my life dictionary. Sinning, unfortunately was. First thing that happened was getting a tight slap from the holy spirit.

I'm FREAKING LIVING LIKE HAVING BUFFET MEALS EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Imagine your English teacher marks your test compo, and she only chooses to read what she like in your essay.. I will be pissed off. Likewise, how will God feels if we only chooses what is pleasant to our ears and eyes in the Bible.


The fire has already began burning . . PLEASE PLEASE go on. Add more diesel or oil or whatever. Just continue burning. Breakthroughs are what i need.
I can see myself holding the bible, doing quiet time, bible reading, and reflecting with some daily bread-like stuffs. I'm glad that i have you.


Been lacking behind for school's stuffs. Needa do some catching up. Study like there's exam everyday. Equipping myself with enough knowledge to handle the papers. Hectic period but i'm gonna overcome it.

tYs: ask u one question
tYs: what do u call someone that loses his tools in a D and T room?
JM: ... saw loser
tYs: HOW COME U KNOW?
JM: u told me already -_-

I'm already landed in that state. Poor me -_-










This is what the sovereign Lord says: " I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh."

Ezekiel 11: 19