Battlecries Lead me to Victory.

Target spot on.
I CLEARED MY SUBJECTS. NO REPEATS. WOOHOO!

Hello Love !!!

People slashing their own hands irks me.

They lack attention.

They lack help.

They lack our L O V E

We love because he first loved.

I am always in a comfort zone. Nothing serious happens to me. Too well taken of. Even so, i wont resort to harming my own body even when i am in deep shit yeah. It totally freaks me off seeing those scars on those teenagers' hands or legs. Does those physical pain really take away or numb the pain inside of you? Nah.

This is when we need you, and you come into the midst of us. And we say HELLO LOVE!

People, stop slashing your own hands already.

va-va-voom

F1's been every one's mind. The car, the sound, the atmosphere. For me, F1 doesn't interest me. I still want to relish my dream of meeting one Man utd player before I'm dead.
Flag's day tmr :) First time yeah.

Yongsiang, time to hold back yo.

HAPPY 17th Crys !!!!!!

What the world needs.

Its been a while.

Took up a job at a conference at MM hotel and it was rather an interesting experience there. RIGHT D! All thanks to her that we got recommended yeah. It wasn't tough but rather, with the coming retest just the day after the end of our work, it was all over my mind. Feelings of anxiety and fear came in. What i really hope for is to clear all my subjects and GPA is not the thing i should be worrying for now.

Next day, retest was on. Quite smooth but still, there are questions I'm unsure of. So . . . . I did my best and the rest i shall hand it over to my boss yeah. Results will be out on October 2!

HYD's been my hobby recently yeah. Turns out to be addictive unexpectedly. HAHA and i just finished it. ITS ALL ABOUT amazing HUMAN LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE which will hardly happen in our planet earth. And i mean really AMAZING HUMAN LOVE. NEXT SHOW PLS :)

Certain random things on my mind that i want to say out yeah.

When making a decision, you either have to worry about balance and compromise or you can just selfishly impose your own will.

So much competitiveness can sometimes blurred your friendship and at times, i just doesn't know its hypocrisy or what.

Many a times, we tend to be like a sheep and follow what others do yeah.

There's always a defining moment for everyone, may it be a person, incident or others.


I realise all these things will eventually come back to one thing, that God really plays a important role in every single thing that we do in ever day life yeah. Commit everything into his hands. You'll feel better eventually.

AND

i need to learn how to draw a line.

Squeeeezeee the Orange. . . .

Badminton session, Subway craziness, Haircut, Sleep, Internet.

I walked past Auntie Cashier, Took Drink.
I walked past Auntie Cashier, Sat down & Drink.
Auntie Cashier stared at me.
Dee,JM,Jem, stared at me.
Whats Wrong?
$ 11.70.
I nodded. WHY?
HAVEN'T PAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Freaking embarrassing.
New subway, New embarrassment.

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This week will be a packed week for me . . . . Time-table for supp paper had already been released and it will be on this Friday. SO i guess i have 4 more days left. On addition to that . . . I'll be working at a conference on THIS Wednesday and Thursday. So the day to really study is TMR!

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS

It hasn't been fruitful for my spiritual life . . not because of anything but DISTRACTIONS or rather ILL-DISCIPLINED. I want to start afresh after my supp paper :)

I'm not holding on to you yet you are holding on to me - casting crowns

Pray for my supp paper this Friday alright!

FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH FAITH

Faithful

God has been faithful!
1 Supp Paper.
Crucial days.
Time to mug once again.

I am not a paranoid. Its the fact.

Sometimes i do not understand why people blast their handphone music so LOUD when they are travelling around yeah. Maybe they really lack attention at home. I don't know. Or maybe they want to show people how cool they are by listening certain kinds of music. Or even maybe they want to compete how loud their phone is with the TV mobile, knowing the fact that its already SO SO SO noisy -_-


Thank God for the safe return trip from China consisting of the trios.

Life isn't as meaningless as what some others think. Live interestingly alright.

Mission with love and joy :)

Kudos to Andy and Tim with Senior Pastor who headed down to Hainan, China on Sunday for a mission trip. Pray that the kids there will receive u guys with an open heart and everything will be smooth. Have a blessed trip and God bless y'all!

Everything's gonna be alright!

Back to normal :)

( sry i didn't know what i was doing)

Ugly past. Beautiful change i aim.

So many thoughts in my mind.
I never thought i am in this bad state until today.
So insensible. Immature. or maybe a big I for idiotic.
Being smart is one thing. Having the right principles in life is another.
This incident had made me start thinking.
How fortunate i am, or perhaps how SPOILT i am too.
I'm always in this comfort zone which in any case, won't step out of it.
Thus taking things for granted. Causing a doubt for trust, reliability and relationship.
This time, things have really gone overboard that i really should reflect on it and change for the better.
But I'm glad that the holy spirit made me admit my mistake, confessing it.
Sin is already so bad. Being immune to that sin, we should go eat shit.

At times, you are correct. BUT there are times, your concepts are wrong too.

It happens a lot of times already, maybe because of that one stupid error, that is to enter a neighbourhood school which doesn't meet your expectations. However, it turns out to be a blessing to me. I've found great buddies and mentors. Yeah i agree, there are times when there are bad influences. But guess what, smoking don't matter to me. Gangsterism don't matter to me. Come'on, everywhere is the same. Its whether i dare to say No or just fall into it. Even for o's, I've shown you that i am not as ignorant as you think. I DO of course think for myself the path that I'm taking.

Now you talk about my circle of friends and personal life.

I should widen my network of friends. YES
Friends can't help you forever in terms of finances. YES
Friends are people you cannot rely on forever. YES
You must depend on your own self. YES

I agree. BUT! I tell you. Without these amazing church mates and my brothers around me, i will absolutely be nothing. I will stand by them and i know they will too. Things have changed. I can have a lot of friends, but these are the true ones that i know i can rely on. (Proverbs 18 : 24) Not by chance, not by coincidence they are together with me.

I think back,
so many ugly things i had done.
So immature.
So insensitive.
So insensible.

I can have a crazy self, you guys know me. But i need to be serious at times when i have to be. 25 May this year has been a defining moment for me. Being baptised is one thing, the important thing is actually whether I've really change from the inside out. Obviously not. There are times when I'm rude to my family and friends. I show attitude to my family and friends. My quiet time not doing fine. Blablabla. Maybe I've improved a little bit since secondary school. But there is a long way for me to be a better man.

Studies is my priority. I guess its time for me to really put in effort and work hard instead of slacking around. Time management is very very very important. Once i put my priorities right, definitely i will get my life right too.

Thank you God. Glory be to you always. No matter what.