You gave me a bomb and blame me for the Explosion.

I am pissed off.
I am annoyed.
I am frustrated.
I am angry.
I am Mad.

If i know something like this would happen, i wouldn't bother asking you coming along. It's sickening to buy something wrong without knowing what is it. You didn't tell me anything about it. Just plainly hand it to me and that's it. NOTHING ELSE. Even if it don't suit me. Now its my bloody fault? You just can't seem to admit mistakes in life. That's you. i don't know.

Step by Step, Faith.

I guess I've sort things out and it have changed for the better. Not much time left and i don't want to waste my time away. It will be a total disaster if i continue to be what i used to be. Guess its right that I've been focusing on the wrong thing in my studies. Always worried whether I'll be failing or passing, but never giving my best.


Life's been a struggle for some of my friends out there, no matter in their studies, work or relationship with people. Abba Father, so great and glorious, i hereby pray that no acts of the evil one shall prosper against us and u heal our broken heart and restore us. 2 Thessalonians 3:3 - The lord is faithful , and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one. Indeed, you are a faithful father, always holding on to us when we are not holding on to you. Glory be to you.





King of Kings : )




25 more days !!!



He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.

Isaiah 40 : 29

My Soul, My Heart, My Life.

The week was good. . .
Friday: Had a great session with cell and supper at 511. Played whole night at home because parents wasn't in singapore. Tim called it BO ZHENG HU(No Govt). i agree. heh.
Saturday was our alpha launch and i was so glad that YZ and Mal agreed to come join us at pasir ris park for sandcastle building session. Had dark knight session with fellow ladies and its was definitely worth the money man! The plot was so great that i was so mesmerized during the whole movie, though i miss first 10 mins and some part at the end. Kudos to the late Heath Ledger for being such an outstanding joker in the movie. 4.5 /5 stars for it.













Sunday was church and monopoly session with the guys. Winners: Tim, CH, and ME! Losers: Elisha and Jem. HAHAHAHAHA intensive match indeed. Perhaps someday i should organise a monopoly competition. RIGHT!!!!!!

I really feel very empty at times. I need to change that mentality and start charging forward. Time flies. I want my sem 1 to be able to clear all subjects. Not by my might, nor my power, but by your spirit that i will be able to prosper. I want to change. Empower me, king of kings.
No matter what, i give thanks to you for giving good friends around me, good mentors and wonderful family. Glory be to you always.

26 MORE DAYS!!!!!

But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Saviour from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Philippians 3 : 20 - 21

Food Quiz. . .

Tml will be my quiz YET again. . . I hope my memory space can absorb all information needed for tml's quiz.

I realise Public speaking is not my Number 1 fear. . not entering into Heaven is. Currently I'm just fading away from HIM again. . *sign. Pull me back, Abba father. Or use a magnetised magnet to attract me. Nah. . i should take the initiative instead.

Glory be to you always : )

Football has been rather beautiful YET disgusting . . with big money spend on unnecessary players, havoc life of footballers and many other things. The game is beautiful but the players' not. Yet there are still players that i look up upon to.

'The only thing I will definitely miss is the football, not the general life of footballer."
- Paul Scholes

29 days left :)

Make it work - Tim Gunn

We love because he first loved us.

1 John 4 : 19

My buddy, Burger King.

Here i am at Expo, coffee bean. When my mouth craves for Belgium Choc, the shop closes on me. No choice but to make burger king my buddy now. Burger's not the King, Jesus is.






Thank God that my maths quiz was good. What i worry most now is Biology ( HAP ) and principles of inorganic chemistry ( PIPC ). Help Help Help Help Help Help . . . . .

30 days more!!!!

Make it work - Tim Gunn

“Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”- Matthew 19 : 14

Undeserved Love

Time flies.
Maths quiz was alright and *cross finger* i will pass well.

Saturday was outing with the beneficiaries at the zoo. Pretty nice weather to hang out and the whole journey inside the zoo wasn't worth the money that we've paid for as we walked less than 1/4 of the zoo. Oh well, beneficiaries are the priority.

Life can be so freaking fragile, who knows u get cancer this moment, who knows u get AIDS that moment or one day your child send you to a home. No matter how fragile i am, i know i have someone to clear up the mess I'm in always. And that's HIM.

Today's service straighten my thoughts and I've decided to take up a buddy-in-Christ and follow up with him regularly. I don't want to be called a spiritual father yet, perhaps I'm still young for it. I don't even feel 17 when I'm 17 now. Coffee bean waitress still think that I'm cute. LOL. Sorry. Anyway i will follow up with ______ from now on, u bet i will.

I want to be a role model in life like what Jesus did.
I want to be as humble as Jesus do.
I want to be as wise as Jesus in handling matters.
I want to be a person that shows Agape love.
I want to be MORE LIKE JESUS.
Can I?

Input = Output
It's time to start all my revision before the Semestral exam starts.

33 days :)

I don't to go to bed because i know school will start when i open my eyes the next moment.
Get me out of this nightmare.

Make it work - Tim gunn

I have set the Lord always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.

Psalm 16 : 8

At times i want to sew your lips with metal threads.

At times you should just Shut up and do your very own job.

38 days.

Make it work - Tim Gunn

Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit.

Ecclesiastes 7 : 9