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if i dont do this, i will be a headless fly.
WED: Morning slack,soccer, jeans, national library, Pre trip Report, maths
THURS: project all the way, maths

Lalalalala.

bobochachaicekachangchengtng!

SUPP PAPER NEXT MONDAY!
so happy there's time for me to revise.
See ah. . . Tues, Wednesday,Thurs, Fri, Sunday.
Please Please Please, Mr Monster Procrastinate don't visit me.

It will be Recruit Camp Cum Enrolment this weekend.
So i do hope that discipline will be instill in me this
particular week to study from tuesday to friday so that i will
be prepared before going the camp.

God, may u help to discipline me :)

On a random note, i have been living in self denial all these while
thinking that i will be taking Singapore Airline to Beijing,
its actually CHINA EASTERN AIRLINE!
OH MY . . .
i hope the plane don't run out of oil halfway during the journey, I'll be glad.

~till then

When Everything Around Us Don't Matter.

When all the studying don't matter,
When all the hard work we put in our career don't matter,
When all the relationships we try to salvage dont't matter,
When all the worldly things we try to accomplish don't matter,
One thing do really matter.

After going through the period of examinations, my mind's so tensed up that its going to snap.
So many things to worry for but there's little for me to do about it.
The wait for the results and the GPA...
Year 1's now gone, while reflecting, i realised I've not put in enough effort in doing what I'm supposed to, especially sem 1.2. When all that cares and concerns given to me, i failed them. I knew i won't do well for this semester. I just had to hand it to God.
On 11 Mar 2009, i received my results. (B)(B)(B)(D)(D)(D)(F)
It could have been worse. . .Nevertheless thank God for the results.
As expected, or should i say, as God has planned, he wants me to retake my maths yeah.
From a positive view, would i want to end my maths journey by passing a maths test mediocrely,
i was once maths genius in primary school yeah, teachers praising me about how nice my modals are and how neat my workings are. . . I remember once when the Maths Olympiad tried to recruit me, but i rejected them. HA. ( hope karen's not reading this :P)
Anyway, i have to do my Maths Supp paper in the coming week. My very last Maths paper.
And i am free from the bondage of Maths, my best buddy in primary school and my most hated friend in secondary and poly.

In the meantime, holiday isn't holiday. I actually signed up for Global citizenship for CDS. So for the past week, it has been lectures and tutorial. I never regret choosing this subject because it has prevented me from rotting at home and it will be able to let me learn much more abt CHEENA, BEIJING. Thank God for good group mates and roommate.
It has been so long since i entered the museum. Ystd was school trip to Asian Civilisation Museum. KangXi artefacts actually came to Singapore from the forbidden city few days ago, as reported in LIFE section of Strait Times. I've always thought a ticket into the museum is 15 to 25 bucks but its only 8 bucks. Worth the go. Get to see so many things.
There's informations and artefacts of West Asia, Southeast Asia, South Asia, Singapore River and Kangxi Emperor. Sometimes, when foreigners asked us about our local history, we get stuck and we ought to be ashamed. All we know is SANG NILA UTAMA ( is this how u spell his name)

Holidays quite fullfilling as u can see. Also there's the cage where we played soccer, BBQ at karen's with brothers and jiemeis & enjoying myself at home. Finally a holiday that is not disorganised :)

At times, as i tinker, there's a few incidents in which i really don't want to get myself into.
Things that . . . i shouldn't even be in there in the first place. And get stuck in there.
I dont't know how will it change. Pray about it.
One thing that matters.
Jesus.

20 - 25 Feb

Hold On.

There's this guy who likes to procrastinate.
He likes to do his thing at the very last hour.
Even when that's not the case, he will panic.
Hereby, there's this examination coming in his way.
All he needs to do is to stop worrying and give his very best.

I've been there a thousand times,
I've felt the rain like a thousand knives.
And it hurts,
I know it hurts
I've been there like a fighter plane,
Trying' fly my way through a hurricane.
And it's hard,
I know it's hard

Don't be afraid,
You'll make it through,
Just call out to me and I'll come running to you!

Hold on, hold on
When the current pulls you under,
And your heart beats like thunder.
Just give me your hand,
And hold on, hold on!
Until the storm is over,
And I'll be fighting for you.
Just give me your hand and,
Hold on

I'll give you hope, I'll give you faith
And if it's dark, I'll light the way,
For you, for you!
By your side, until the end,
Until you're standing tall again
I'm here, I'll always be here.

And if the tide, sweeps you out to sea,
When your strength is gone, and it's hard to believe

Hold on, hold on!
When the current pulls you under,
And your heart beats like thunder
Just give me your hand,
And hold on, hold on
Until the storm is over.
And I'll be fighting for you,
Just give me your hand

Oh so...
Hold on, hold on
When the current pulls you under,
And your heart beats like thunder
Just give me your hand.
And hold on, hold on
Until the storm is over,
And I'll be fighting for you
Just give me your hand,
And hold on, hold on

This guy actually wept one or two tears unknowingly
after listening to this song, feeling touched.
All he needs is directions.
He needs to hold on to Thy hands,
and cry out his anxieties.
Right now, he has nothing to lose anymore,
because he knows victory is on his side.
Next Wednesday will be the day that he will be set free.
HOLD ON.





HAPPY 18Th BIRTHDAY JMMMMMMMM!!!
HAPPY 18Th BIRTHDAY KARENNNNNNN!!!
9 years friend and yet she still say i smack her with ping pong ball last time.

bleah. . . another few that turned 18 already.

When it all comes down.

Not quite productive for the past two days man.
Still i managed to grasp the concept of topic 3 maths. Which is quite accomplishing, for my case.
Finally, the two CDS presentation were over!!!!! woohoo and kudos to my team members for giving their best performance yeah!
Shag............................................
Bye.

I MISSSSS MY KFCCCC!!!!
I CRAVE FOR MY KFCCCCC!!
tsk. But cannot.

Things turn out best for those who make the best of the way things turn out.

Chinese don't speak mandarin.

Chinese don't celebrate Chinese New Year.
Chinese don't like Chinese Food.
Chinese hates being Chinese.
Chinese thinks Chinese is low class.

What in the world are the Chinese teenagers turning into??

Chinese New Year has always been the most exciting event for me in the past.
Because its always collecting red packets and playing. All fun.
As years go by, i feel the Chinese new year mood died down.
Now, its just the custom of meeting our close ones, parents' friends and seeing those kids that are either same age as me or my brother. The thing is we don't even talk when we see each other. No common topic to talk abt. Come my house, sit on the sofa and me, sitting by the side, we'll just listen to our parents dear ol' stories. Generation gap i guess. A lot of them are studying at primary level, what can i talk to them abt? Ben 10? Power rangers? I don't know the trend now. However, its nice to see the people again because its like a once a year thing, seeing some uncles and aunties age so fast wows me, time seriously flies.
Even for my side, my fsn class organised a gathering at Anna's. Great time together.



My current situation is looking bad. Time don't fly. They jet past. I want to put my next sentence into an enormous font so as to remind myself when i sees it.

I HAVE NO IDEA OF MY MATHS FROM TOPIC 2 TO TOPIC 6!!!!BUCK UP U FOOLISH TYS.

I reflected yesterday before i sleep about my life so far in my poly.
The thing about me is i often can't let go of whats gonna happen to me
in the future, even though it hasn't happen at all. For example, I'll get paranoid about the fact
that i will not do well for my tests and quizzes even before i enter the lecture hall.
I'll have a self concept of doing JUST enough instead of scoring well.
Few days back, i was talking to someone and what he said was kinda encouraging.
" Don't think of supp paper, Do yr best. I'm also in your situation. If i can, you can."
I'm conscious about all these facts, the thing is at times your mind don't follow what
your heart thinks. Since I'm already in this situation, I'll just have to give it my all for the
remaining weeks. Its always how you react to things that had happened that will be able to bring you through the problem. Things turn out good when u make the best of what had turned out to be. Just another two weeks, i will be a free guy out of "prison".

What's hot!
Took my sociology test this morning and it turned out great. No problem passing.
What's not!
Took Basic Micrology test and total screwed up.
Bloody Microscope was spoiled and it was just a "OH well!" day.

There'll be another two presentations on this coming Tuesday. After that, it will be
full force on the core subjects, especially M-A-T-H-S!

Lastly, not forgetting the BOYS BRIGADE.
We welcome the 12 BOYS WHO joined us last week!
So many who are interested in playing soccer.
WOOOOO!!!!

Countdown to examination : 13days

Battlecry: U SHIT HEAD! U SUCKA! U BLOODY HELL! U SHIT FACE!
STUDY LAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!